Single And Crushed On

So being as though I am single, but in a business called MyPayingAds and in its group. A guy from another place reached out to me and has developed a crush on me. I think it's cute. He is from an island so he sounds African or Jamaican, but he's handsome with nice skin. He is an Aquarius, and despite what astrology says, I wouldn't mind checking him out. 

He posts a lot of little great posts on his page everyday, most dedicated to me. The posts mention a lot of strong relationship traits and lovable things and he tags me in it or posts it for me to see and he messages me all these amazing things and we have interesting conversations.

It is clear I am tired of the typical guys in DC anyway and wouldn't mind dating someone totally different than me. He is Bahamian, but still have the same color as me, so we are only a little different. 

Single And Moving

So I have my Taurus ex on the block list but took him off to see if he texted me during the time he was blocked and he didn't so I put him back on. It's okay that I made the mistake of falling under his trap because it isn't ever too late to be smart.

He swear he know me and what I will do so Ima just let him live life without me there and see if he ever feel as good. Honestly, I don't even know how I feel.

Got Emotional This Morning

So, this morning was cool in the beginning, but I ended up getting emotional since I am feeling old feelings surfaced for my Taurus ex. I then started contemplating on what to text him next time he texts me. Instead of blocking him, I decided closure was better even if it was just on my end. I know that he will get the text and that is when he will decide what he is going to do or stop doing. It will be up to him after the text message.

I decided to just keep it real with him and brief. I will be telling him that we cant see each other nomore because old feelings are surfacing and how I cant help it. I will also state how I am not convinced if I should be around him. I will add for the end of the text how I promise to care from a distance.

I wouldn't be surprised if I didn't get a reply. I don't expect one but I know he now knows what is completely up and how I feel.

He is too confusing and I just don't think I should put up with it.

Single and Taurus Guy Ex

Not to mention I missed his text and saw it late so I did not reply, but I just texted him Goodnight with a kissy face. I keep following my heart and I just want it to lead me to a happy place. I am a Cancer and it is my nature to crave love and affection. Taurus can give me that but not verbally. I just dont like when he stand me up and think I should be okay with it. I guess I can bring it up in a calm way to get the answer. He told me to stop asking so many questions because he never been the type to get siced into giving up info. I thought it was kind of funny that he knew what I was trying to do.

Just single and confused

I am just so confused on what to do. I am single, but my Taurus ex keeps texting me and since it is not likely he will be direct about a relationship, it is a matter of a build we have to do. But like I said, he stood me up and didn't let me know he wasn't coming. I really wanted to see him because his presence makes me so much happier.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I would hope he isn't entertaining other females and I am just someone he comes to for sexual favors. 

We can't have actual sex now since I am starting my monthly cycle but still oral sex still stands and I enjoy pleasing him because it gets me hot. I just don't want to keep being the one who pleases and not get pleased. He is not the one to have sex while Im on my period. I don't know, something just needs to get resolved and fast.

This all is only an issue because my life is currently neutralized, but soon it won't be an issue for whatever reason besides financial stability. 

Single

I haven't been keeping track like I planned but yes I am still single. The date is January 2, 2016. Yes. New Years just passed.

I just had breakfast.

That Taurus ex I mentioned, he wanted to come over yesterday morning and it wasnt a good time so I got my mom to let my daughter sleep with her so I could see him but when he didnt let me know anything by or at 11 like I asked him then I just went to put her to bed and came to another stressful conclusion that maybe he dont deserve any communication with me.

I dont know what he think he got going on but I dont plan on texting him back when he ask what Im
doing. He want to do everything on his time but naw it's a rap.

Day 2 Single Life

Just an update that I am single. Not much to put.

I blocked my Taurus ex so he can't call since he want to be an asshole.

Won't confuse me any longer.

He probably expected me to make a Facebook status, fooled him!